Throw back a Monster and think on it

Hello there, the app broke so all of this is written on the webpage!  Hence why it looks like this and awful!

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 To be honest, I think I'm about done producing unless it's just for fun or for people who really want it.  In turn, I have a lot of work ahead of me, but the end goal will be eternally worth it for me.


I want to quit producing modern stuff and work on reviving (to the best of my ability of course :P) classic Makina & Hardstyle music.  I've been experimenting with it for awhile since getting into it around about 2023 but haven't felt the drive for it as much as I do now, all of this is thanks to a friends tattoo artist who I really connected with over a tattoo I want even getting!

As for what instilled this interest in a revival of sorts, I along with some other people have wanted to return to the roots of what made the classics so good on spiritual and community levels.  So essentially, it's like a nostalgia project, but I wanna make it a sort of education one as well, and show how music like this touched the lives of the masses it was presented to!
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Don't worry, this won't be soon, I'm still working on compositions for stuff of this vein that I made early 2024 (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠).  But what that means is over time I want to decelerate production of my rap style stuff (at least in a manner that I present it), and work my way into more melodic compositions similar to the stuff I have on Spotify at the moment.  I still want to fuse those projects with the rap stuff as an experiment, and use it to make the transition weird and cool (⁠⌐⁠■⁠-⁠■⁠).  Eventually the end goal will be a decent length Hardstyle & Rap Style fusion as a love note to the genres that built me, I think it'll be really pretty, and eventually I'll have to move on to something better or bigger, but right now that's the roadmap!

Also ive been listening to this a lot, even though it just dropped, it's such a beautiful song underneath (which is always why you should give other music a chance!). I've been trying to write stuff similar for a very long time now and I'm getting closer to nailing it down, hoping to have a few co-prod.'s on the next tape which is well underway and in the works, longer and more full, it's gonna be awesome just wait (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠♡


You may recognize this car, I've posted it about 10 times since I've been making music under my current name. To me, it's my "despite everything it's still you"!

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