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Fuck you Whygena, you helped me hunt down music I love, wait why would I be mad about that...

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I've been racking my brain quite a bit in the past few days (⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠)⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻, mostly because of a singular Instagram story my friend posted (which is not at all related to the situation in front of me (⁠ヘ⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠)⁠ヘ⁠┳⁠━⁠┳ ) but moreso about the song being used in it, another Trance classic, reclaimed as downtempo and slightly remixed by some modern age Brazilian DJ.  I have absolutely no issue with the latter, I think it's better that people decided to make stuff like it to spread it around to new and old fans, it's more the fact that I cannot FOR THE LIFE OF ME, TRACK DOWN THE ORIGINAL MIX ( ⁠✧⁠Д⁠✧⁠)!!! When I'm presented with songs I don't know, I will always try to go to as many lengths as physically possible to naturally hunt it down, dissecting any lyrics or physical information I can find about them, before I ever go to Shazam or similar as a last resort.  While I'm at about a 50:50 success rate in this method of searching for my favorite tunes, some...

Throw back a Monster and think on it

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Hello there, the app broke so all of this is written on the webpage!  Hence why it looks like this and awful! (⁠ ⁠;⁠∀⁠;⁠)   To be honest, I think I'm about done producing unless it's just for fun or for people who really want it.  In turn, I have a lot of work ahead of me, but the end goal will be eternally worth it for me. I want to quit producing modern stuff and work on reviving (to the best of my ability of course :P) classic Makina & Hardstyle music.  I've been experimenting with it for awhile since getting into it around about 2023 but haven't felt the drive for it as much as I do now, all of this is thanks to a friends tattoo artist who I really connected with over a tattoo I want even getting! As for what instilled this interest in a revival of sorts, I along with some other people have wanted to return to the roots of what made the classics so good on spiritual and community levels.  So essentially, it's like a nostalgia project, but I wanna ma...

mildly insane trans girl yells at cloud

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The last time I posted to this thing was almost 2 whole weeks ಠಿ⁠_⁠ಠಿ... I just wanna start by saying I'm sorry if I've been weird lol, I had a bit of an ego break over the PC (which small TL:DR, is a crucial part of my life) and not being able to fix it within my means.  On the bright side, I took the time to truly free myself of my entire life and take a much needed cleanse hike, got in touch with myself much better than initially, and played so much Luigi's Mansion Dark Moon it's intoxicatingly amusing how much progress I made on my 4th playthrough. Coming back I was ready to go the distances to get things put back together, so about 2 days ago I fired up the disk reader and ended up blowing away all 2 HDD'S to fully destroy the root of my issues.  While it saddens me that everything I've worked for over the past 4 years is gone, it's already quite evident to me that I have a new and fresh start, it's what I've wanted, and I'm gonna take it.  ...

It took me 7 years to finish Bleach for the official series to misgender my 2nd favorite character

Yes you are reading that right, I started watching mainline Bleach  in 2017-18 before...ummm... everything you know me for now? Before @'ing Synders & Gatorade on Insta (real day 1's remember) I was still on about season 3 and was still watching completely alone slumped out on my couch with the lights off, I was a very sheltered child.  You can take that however you want to, it makes no difference to me, but Bleach  sort of broke the ceiling for me and showed me a new full fledged expansive universe approach to media I was generally unfamiliar with at the time.  As everyone did, struggling through the Bount Arc left me bored with the show, and around this time was when I had started picking up music as a hobby while watching other Long-Form animes such as S.A.O., JJBA (which I've yet to finish), G.G.O. (Because I include both forms), Seven Deadly Sins, a little bit of Fairytale (longer, deep rooted personal lore), Hikaru No Go (s/o Calvin), and Akame Ga Kill....