Pleasantries aside...

Now that that's over...Hi !!! (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)/

I want to skip formating because I simply think it's stupid if you can just read

I'm typing this from my phone as opposed to my PC (notice how my emojis don't look like shit?(⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠￣⁠) ), Idk how you're supposed to differentiate and I'm sorry (⁠*⁠﹏⁠*⁠;⁠).

Anyways, I already have ideas of what I want to talk about, like a little more on why I started this page!

Other than the comedic stylings of a certain dog (which I just remembered had more of an influence on me when I was younger than I'd like to admit ಠ⁠ω⁠ಠ ), I decided I wanted a sort of "dump server" that contained largely of the things that went into my actual one on Discord, but this time being able to put words down with the stuff I shared on a place I was actually comfortable doing so.  I'm not good with words unless theyre over the Internet!!!!!  I like talking...as simple as it sounds...and I enjoy it with other people, but that's just general conversation, when I have to think about things and imagine the words leaving them and where their coming from is where I start to lose cognisents (or however it goes (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) ) and my speech becomes distant and disinterested-sounding...I promise I care, I just don't know how to convey it!!!!

Because of this I decided ultimately that I may never write any of my music with lyrics, let alone sing them.  I can sing...and have a great voice if I do say so myself, although whenever I do sing it's usually over the song being played, to many people that's cheating in some way, but when did music enjoyment have rules...nerd...because of this I've really been able to find my own ranges and tones and have even written songs for myself I could logically sing on if I ever wanted to.  It's also greatly helped me be a lot more confident in my music as well as myself being G̶e̶n̶d̶e̶r̶f̶l̶u̶i̶d̶ (4/23/25, general maintenance (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)) and all, it's sort of let me find a comfortable vocal range and intonation by singing the variety of ranges and styles of various artists and genres to then kind of integrate on my own when I feel like it!
(one day I'll be able to hit Kelly Clarkson pitches (⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠) )

Looking back this post was...weirdly disjointed!  I just wanna say that I don't really do good with words I guess?  I mean, everyone can say that but if they really mean it then how do you know they mean it?

Anyways, I'll leave this one there, have another Mazda!
This is the Auto Rescue RX-7 FD, sponsored by a garage that specializes in full scale rebuilds of Rotary based Mazda's or vehicles for that matter, the owner of this owns the garage too!  This photo is circa 2012 by a website called RE-XTREME, probably the most prominent full scale web blog of Mazda's from the 2000's to 2010's era, I need to do more research on them, there's a lot of interesting stuff from them I want to cover here...

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