3ve's wor1d

If not already starting as such, I get weird easily, sideways, if you will. In turn I beat it out of me with a lot of emo music, which I've only come into recently as of about 2024-25 in the later and middle parts of those years respectively. While seeming disjointed, I've made mention of how I feel as if I listen to whatever is thrown at me, sometimes it'll take awhile to stick as well, but once I have a grasp on a sound I like I typically don't deviate from it. Such is the case with how I even got into listening to it, Fall Out Boy. Revered as one of their WORST albums, I started what I consider to be a landmark in my music career on Folie à Deux which holds great significance in my life now (and I can't even get it on CD without paying +$30 (–⁠‸—)) since it's all I could stomach listening to around April, and yet I have no idea why. It's one giant art project that in retrospect I can't see how it failed, consider A Fever You Cant Sweat Out came out in...

An unseen photo from the hike I took, on the route I generally take, been wanting to capture this exact photo in this exact style and framing for almost 2 years now. Part of the reason I went out was because I'm pretty stuck this time around. I usually do the same loop either way, given winter, spring, summer etc. but each time it's different as time rolls on and more people come through and thrash the area around so it always looks different. Typically if ever I'm looking for inspiration with almost anything I can find it on this hike around, but this time was different because I already knew for a few days prior what I wanted to get started on. I chopped a lot of samples and got some loops from stock Windows programs on an old laptop and have been working on those plus a few more plugg beats, sstep team stuff, one or two flips and something I'm new to which is wheel housing Elxnce type beats. Regardless those are generally unimportant, except for the Elxnc...

I got really mad at Twitter today which is something nobody should ever do and I would never wish it upon my enemies. FIRST! The last thing I want is for the thumbnail of this to be a twitter post and idk how to fix that on my phone. So have this thing that I found like 7 years ago before I ever understood it. Which is why I'm writing today! SECONDLY! I know a bait post when I see one. But I've needed to blow the dust off my largely hollowed brain and I thought thisd be a good exercise to stretch my memory and media depth! (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠) In that case I'm gonna bombard you with a bunch of images, currently listening to "Walk Right Back" by XTM & Eva Marti in case you were wondering! (You weren't but IDC it's good (⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠￣⁠)) I got blasted by this on my TL today, now let's break it down! At face value there's nothing wrong, but being able to read into the whims of others as a former NEET I was already tipped off at "As...