"a stitch away from making it, and a scar away from falling apart"

I have work soon so I'm not very happy about that but who cares, i need one of these done!!!

I've been feeling very...off... probably because I got my e dose upped after about a week and a half off them because I don't know how prescriptions work! Thanksgiving happened, dgaf, colonizers holiday (US as a whole has more good in it than the entire east coasts history but I'm not picky ┐⁠(⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠￣⁠)⁠┌) but the eats were good!

I bought myself a $25 first gen FD snap together to keep myself preoccupied and to reign in my mind from wherever it tries to haul me off to (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠).
Everyone say thank you Aoshima for helping me remember I was gonna write one of these!!!

Other than that, there's generally nothing to report! I've been studying how to make flips that sound good, which means listening to a lot of old D2LTA and Gingus. The goal of these is to listen to how I'm supposed to properly mash multiple vocals together, as well as figure out how I want to fill these out more sounds wise. It's a lot of layering and mixing as you could probably tell, they tend to take a lot of time when it comes to plotting out how you yourself want them to sound specifically, not including the fact that I'm terrible at mastering (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠) so it's all the work behind the scenes plus not getting specific kicks & basses to duck each other.

I already have a stockpile of stuff I wanna inevitably flip one way or another, which is great news for beat block, but horrible for any other projects I wanna work on! (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) I have to be in certain moods to write flips, I've done about 4 and only 3 are still up somewhere unless someone has them saved (DOUBT ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ). Some you may hear in the future?A LOT more Fall Out Boy, it's all I've been able to listen to which iykyk it's probably the last thing that I should default to, but I've been doing it for years and I'm still here!

But aside, a ton of my sound originates from 2020's bedroom pop, I think you know that by now, but sounds like these are what initially founded that genre, and I always fear I'm doing it a disservice or not doing enough for my own to make them worthwhile y'know? Especially with the surge in whatever the hell "Jersey Club" has going on (which I've never really fw) taking what's left of these sounds and absolutely thrashing the drums and synths on them, I've always liked listening to it but its always felt like way too much.

So for the time being I'm at an impass, I know exactly where I want to go with my sound, and like always now have to craft my way up there 乁( ⁠･⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠･⁠ ).

Kind of a short post i know, but aaayguuh I have work soon I'd rather make money than peck away hunting for more content!

11/28-8:57 I forgot!!!!!

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